One of my theories in gods, life, etc.

The following passage will either make you think I'm retarded, or make you very confused, so either don't read it or prepare yourself.

As most of you should know my now, I'm a very peculiar person. I have many different personalities but only show one with every person.

To my school social group: You probably think of me as a yieuoaying retard.
To Ian: We're very much alike, except I'm fatter.
To Allan: You probably see me as your half modest half douche-bag friend.

Now then, onto my theory on life. Please note that after this, ALL of you will see me as a retard.

I believe that there are gods in this world. They live within selected individuals and do not reveal themselves. These selected few do not know of the god residing within them. However, while these gods cannot actively and freely move, they can cause events to happen that go against scientific evidence (e.g. causing a tree to wither away in Spring). They cannot fully control what happens in the world because they are weakened. They need to their human hosts to feel a certain emotion for their true potential to awaken. Some may need frustration, some may need love. They keep the world balanced, and once the human host dies, the god transfers to a newborn baby. Perhaps the term 'god' is too much, but I believe that there are beings that control how the world develops.

I have had a lot of stupid theories in the past. This is the one I'm sticking with now because it makes a little more sense than my previous theories.